Well looked who decided to blog again. It's definitely been awhile lol. A lot can change in a little amount of time. It's just 2 months and counting until I return back home to Maryland. It'll literally be a fresh start for me. I'm leaving everything that has happened in the last 2 years behind. Mentally deleted the past this week(well most of it). Finally put that scrap/memory book I bought to use. I've realized something about every female I've had an emotional connection with. They're either pregnant, married, had a baby, or dating. The one that broke the camel's back is dating someone else now. It was unrealistic to expect her to wait for me. I mean life happens right? Nobody sits in one place and waits do they? Then the ex I spent 2 years with is pregnant. Which I don't mind except she lost our kid so I think about that. So I decided to bury all of that and live in the present. 25 is approaching and I'm nowhere near the place in life I want to be. This new start in Maryland will give me that. It's one I have my eye on. She's single and perfect but it's another "wait for me" situation. Idk time will tell I guess. Either way I'm just focusing on me this time. I see why they say live in the moment. The past is done and we aren't promised/can't control the future.
Song of The Day: Yonkers - Tyler The Creator
Quote of The Day "Can't is the cancer of happen" -Charlie Sheen
